Why I Haven’t Been Here (as though it really matters…)

I’ve been a bit busy lately. I’ve been looking for writing jobs online, just so I can say I’m doing something. I’m kind of sick of people telling me what I should be doing instead of sitting around doing nothing and making excuses. Okay, no one has come out and said that last part, at least not to my face, although the implication is sometimes there. However, I’ve heard it said enough times about other people behind their backs that I have good reason to believe that at least some people I know are saying it about me. GRRRRR! I’ve worked pretty much steadily from age 15 to age 31 (I applied for disability then, after beating my head up against the wall and trying for longer than I really should have), but somehow I’m still a lazy bum!!!! Anyway…

I answered an ad for a non-profit Alzheimer’s project…turns out it is a website one woman is trying to get set up for an organization that could eventually bring in money but isn’t paid right now. That’s fine with me, since I might get paid later but I get experience and publishing credit regardless. But it seems that I can’t remember her instructions when she gives them to me, even when I write them down.  I get excited and I sound like I know what I’m talking about, but shortly thereafter it sounds as though I haven’t registered anything.  This is really frustrating…I seem to be the same way with my Beliefnet volunteer job…I feel like such an idiot. I don’t remember a lot of stuff in church either, and just last week I was coming back from the lady’s house and it took about two extra hours to get home because I got lost *twice*!!!! Sev still says I’m smart…if that’s the case, then I’m the stupidest smart person I know. 🙂

This is partly why I got fired from two jobs in two weeks-I think I catch on, but I can’t seem to remember or really ‘register’ things. This is part of why I am on disability…if this keeps up, I’ll never work again. 😦 😦 😦

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About theprozacqueen

30s, female, married, Georgia US, very opinionated, open-minded mostly, too nice for my own good, Christian, fairly liberal, friendly. I have a pretty big family and several friends and in-laws that might as well be family. I don't have kids, but I have five cats who think they're kids. I have a silly (and sometimes off-color) sense of humor. I'm a Christian so I'll try not to be nasty or use bad language in my posts, but I'm not making any promises, View all posts by theprozacqueen

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